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And once again Krystal, you have fallen into your own fantasy world that you failed to notice reality as it passes by your very eyes. Nice going.

 

"But Sica told me to keep quiet about it", I said to which Yuri waved her hand in dismissal.

 

"What does she know? She doesn't even have a single romantic bone in her body to fully understand how others feel!", she spat out bitterly, making me blink at her in surprise.

 

"Oh I'm sorry Krys", Yuri said, laughing a little, covering her mouth in an embarassed way. "It's just that, we all moved into our new dorm right? And its been so stressful because I thought I was going to be roommates with your sister. All of a sudden there was a change of plans and at the last minute she got roomed in with Sooyoung."

 

I didn't know what to say to this so I just nodded, pretending that I empathized with her right now. It was a bit disconcerting to say the least that the person I liked the most was crying about the girl who made most of my life a living nightmare. I felt a bit pathetic and almost pitied myself for being such a loser that I had to be the one to listen to whatever trouble they were having.

 

"That wasn't even the worst part", She continued, her voice quivering a little. I reached out a hand and gave her an akward pat on the back. "I tried to console Sica about it, thinking that she may be feeling depressed too you know? And you know what she said??", her voice now becoming shrill, eyes widening out of frustration.

 

I shook my head, bracing myself for what was coming next.

 

"SHE SAID 'DUDE SUCK IT UP!', she cried in a dramatically loud voice that echoed throughout the room, tears finally falling down her small face. To my surprise, she suddenly clung onto me, her tears staining my shirt. I noticed that she was making these weird noises that I used to do when I wanted to stop crying but I couldn't.

 

I never knew that grunting noises could sound so...sexy - OKAY shut up Krystal you cannot not be talking like that at a time like this. You should be comforting her stupid!

 

The weird noises she was making, cut through my thoughts as she still hang onto me

 

 

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? SHE CALLED ME DUDE!!", she continued to wail. I patted her back akwardly, whispering soothing and consoling words that may make the situation better. Finally after what seemed like forever, she stopped crying and let go of me, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand.

 

"I can't believe it! The past few days she's been so cold to me - and not the usual "ice princess" cold, but she's been ignoring me completely.", she said, her eyes now red and raw from crying. I scoured my bag to find a napkin and I gave it to her. She took it with a word of thanks, and blew her nose, making that grunting noise once again.

 

I just stared at the wooden floor, now at a loss for words that may offer some sort of comfort to her.

 

How could Sica do that? And to my Yuri too? She should be thanking the gods for even giving her the chance to wake up and see Yuri every single day! And now she's treating her like some old toy she's gotten tired of???"

 

Ahhh, but calm down Krystal and stop thinking about Sica you fool! This is it - the moment you've been waiting ever since you realized you liked Yuri! This is your chance to finally make her see that you're way better than Jessica!, a tiny voice in my head whispered.

 

I looked at Yuri who was staring at something on the other side of the wall, her shoulders still shaking a little. She'd give a cry now and then which she tried to stifle by clamping a hand on her mouth.

Do I really want to do this? Do I really want to ruin Yulsic? Is it really going to be worth the pain that Yuri as well as Sica - my own flesh and blood - may have to go through if I told her that Sica might still have feelings for Tiffany? Feelings that she keeps on saying are long gone?

 

Of course I do.